it is all inside of me. it is all mine. and yet to get what is already mine and what i already possess i need someone or something else. i can't be anything on my own. my happiness, my sadness, my laughter and my tears i have to beg from somebody else. all inside of me and yet i have to wait for somebody else to bring it out for me to feel it. we talk about mastering the external world we live in when we don't seem to have control over our own SELF.
